The name is Kylea. I fear abandonement. I love good friends.
I have absolutely no idea why I am here. I am constantly worrying about money. I keep saying “things will calm down eventually”. But the truth is its been three years, and every month I find myself in more and more debt, further away from my dream, and relying on people who do nothing but judge me. Everyone here who matters to me will be gone in a year or less. If I keep hanging around, everyone well leave to fulfill their dreams, and I will be stuck with setteling. And CONTINUING to rely on others and be judged. Im going to start applying for jobs in jax and just not tell anyone.@3 months ago